hey tabulas! it's been a while.

Currently feeling: curious

hey tabulas! it's been a while.

is in need of cash... heheh

vague life...

behind the shadows...

entrapped in surreal darkness...

the voice unheard...

thus...

not just destined to be...

Currently listening to: tear
Currently feeling: crushed

there are quite a number of things in this world that words cannot measure. a conundrum of opposites, a rash of passion, a glimpse of eternity, the value of expression, the cacophony of a recluse... each of which is a facet amongst the many that each individual have. words are mere approximations, a mundane basket trying to catch the meaning and grandiosity of the universe, inside and outside one's self. it is a dress that the emotions wear so that they may be understood, however much it covers the resplendence of itself. and so it goes, that as each and every word uttered and though of flows, then too must they be placed inside baskets and labelled in the varied ways that humanity does, or at least can. i am but one of the multitude of humanity that is limited to translate emotions to words, however futile. the crests and troughs of life and living, flourishing, however pale in comparison to its true nature, in the words and stories of curiosity, discovery, exhiliration, euphoria, torment and destruction.

then again, living a life is another approximation.

Currently listening to: i write the songs~
Currently watching: oasis of the seas~ cruise ship

~overbreak mode again.

there's really a point in time in your life where you get really tired. tired of all the work, responsibility, obligaton, routines, turn arounds, blah blah blah...  yeah right, such lame excuse, as if i have a choice? it's a living, that's just the way it is. i'm completely torn. sigh~

Currently reading: istorya.net forums
Currently feeling: crushed

*overbreak mode.

*crossing fingers ~ previous call might be monitored~ murder. autofail. pls. not now.

People may often think of getting enrolled to top schools as of what they think... "ideal" But those schools will only remain "ideal" for they will never teach the whole Filipino people. when they are nothing but profit oriented schools who train students to go abroad and be slaves of the the rich nations. When our constitution says that the biggest priority for budget expenditure must go to education. But look whats happening? Not even 50% of the Filipino youth can't fit to all of the colleges available in the country... Add the reasons of high matriculation. The rich say "dream on!" but how could the masses dream if the government has catered them a degraded education? Worst, an education that is for sale? We cant make this nation better if you just keep thinking of ourselves... And don't tell me they're to blame cause of lame excuses like "they're too tardy.. or "they didn't help themselves" thats a long worn out rhetoric of the rich petty bourgeois who refuse to look behind the tainted glasses of their SUV's.

sad but true

not in my comfort zone... never have had tried to write something new since time immemorial.... anyway, the movie "Hurt Locker" is breath taking... a desolate story, i never would have known that they'll win 6 academy awards including "Best Picture"... mmhh, still, i'm an avid avatar fan.. heheh "Avatar" deserves the crown for best picture and best director...